| word life ma fuckkka |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|09:34 pm] |
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WEll ITs 2006, my graduating year. Im so excited, 6 more months an ill be out of high school all the drama will end, the non-sense of stupid little kids will be gone, i still have yet to figure out what im going to do with my life. i know its relaly depressing, i really want to join the United States Marine Core. Be one of the Few an Proud. i dont know though. We Will see. THe Year 2005 is over, an im being totally honest, the three best things in 2005 were. 1. Seeing my Family i have in Mexico. 2. Meeting new friends. 3. Having Kelly walk into my life, ive never been as happy as i am when im with her, shes basically all that an a bag of chips to me. Shes naturally beautiful, she has a great BFF named Danielle, who is by far one of the funniest people i know. The things she says are just odd. BUt back to the love of my life. Kelly. shes basically the perfect girl to me. SHes Funny, Ditzy, Smart, DOrky, everything i want my wife to be. i know alot of people say that kinda stuff but i really mean it this time. People say you can never fall in love at this age, but there fucking wrong you can fall in love, love is the connection you have with your special someone, i cant picture myself with another girl. She means everything to me. I cant fall asleep until i know shes safe an sound in her room, When i first met her, all i did was smile, smile, smile, smile, there was never a dull moment when im with her, we laugh at the most random shit. No Joke we be in the car at a light. i turn an bump my head an we will laugh for liek 10 mins straight. She seriously showed me the meaning of love. Shes my everything. I be lost without her....♥
So 2005 is donezo, all the shit that has happened is done. fuck it im over it. new year. fresh start. Theres only a few shit im not going to let go for certain reasons. That are going to remain private. I Feel Like This is my year. Im going to show everyone out there that im a fucking Legend. An that people change. Im Going to be the best i can be, I cant wait for whats to come my way. I feel like me n kelly are going to become a stronger, an healthier couple. i feel like im going fall asleep....random. Its MY Time To SHine biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitches
I Love Kelly ♥
i read this on myyyyyyspace...reminds me on how i am with kelly, from the very beginning to this very moment.....
To every guy that walks on the outside of a sidewalk.
To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that treated her like a princess.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy who would give their jacket up.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid.
To every guy that actually listened.
To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.
TO EVERY GUY THAT PRAYS THAT SHE IS HAPPY EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT WITH HER.....maybe not that part... :-) |
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|11:43 pm] |
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| | Falling to Pieces * Velvet Revolver | ] |
So lets see...last couple of weeks have been pretty hectiv i might say. Well lets start from what i remember. So like 3 weeks ago i thought i be the wonderful amazing bf that i am an surprise kelly with buying her a Yorkie. An oh boy did i surprise her. The Look on her face when she saw it was priceless. I was so happy to see her smile. She has one of the most beautifulest smiles ive ever seen. So after she received her puppy, we went to PetSmart an bought Bella (the puppy) some clothes...haha. Then that up coming Monday, which was Last Monday, I was involved in what i like to call an lil pussy/bitch ass fight. 60 heads vs. 5 heads. i was part of the five...hmmm i wonder who won. So im not even to get into that. So basically Me n Kelly have been staying in on the weekends for the past 3 maybe 4 weeks. And i have to say its really fun, its alot better then driving all around town, dealing with stupid bullshit, wasting gas an having your whole night just wasted. So Yeah, this upcoming Saturday (December 17th) is Kellys Pimp n Hoe Birthday Party, im really excited cuz Kellys outfit is so hott, an i cant wait to see everyone, it be the first time we all hung out since Chris J. Surprise Birthday Party, and i hope it goes twice as better. My Wishes for the Party is for Kelly to have THEE most amazingest party ever, no DRAMA! just one night without so i can see my babies face just shine with Happiness just once more. Well thats whats going on in my life... i hope i have time to update this again. i will fer sure update it after her party an put most on the details. well goodnight to whoever is reading this!
i love you kelly streeter!
-Matt |
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| I Love Kelly A. Streeter |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|08:43 pm] |
Today is two months, that me n kelyl have been together...an i love each an every moment of our relationship. Words can never explain how she makes me feel when were togehter, Or even when i wake up in the morning, cuz i know that she is thinking of me or dreaming of me. An she knows that im thinking of her...all i do is think of her...an i cant wait till the afternoon cuz thats when i mostly see her an its like everything in my life just goes away, an all i do is smile...an for those few minutes im with her...im free, free from all the drama, all the bullshit, everything...my mind is free from everything, basically what this all comes down too is that im in love with Kelly A. Streeter!
Happy 2 Months Baby i Love you with everything!
♥ Matt ♠ |
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| Whaaaaaaaaaat |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|07:31 pm] |
Uhm yeah so the past couple of days have been pretty dope! Thanksgiving was good/ehh at the same time, i saw my friend Oscar that i havent seen in about 5-6 months an it was pretty chill kicking it with him an his g/f. we just hung out an caught up on some shit...then on Friday i went shopping with the madre an my sister, an then i went to go see "Just Friends" with My Beautiful Girlfriend Kelly A. Streeter ,an her BFF Danielle, it was a good movie, after that we went to Denny's an talked about some things...an yeahhh i was with Kelly all weekend an it was honestly THEE best weekend i have had ever! being wiht my babe an just chillin is the best thing ever. yeahhh it was a gooood weekend an i looooooooooove kelly!
laters
Wednesday is our 2 months ♥
-Matt♠ |
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| FUCK! |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
So uhm yeahh heartbreak sucks...receiving all the things that ive bought her sucks...her spraying her perfume that drives me wild...sucks...my life basically is shit...but none the less
i still love her
Kelly Ann Streeter
an im dying inside...without her here with me, some people have forever to find that special someone...it took me 2 years to find her. An i am not going to let her go. She is in my heart, mind, body, memories, an my life...forever until i die. Until Im Gone, Until My Last Breath has Been gone...Shell be My Everything...FOREVER!
i wish i can wake up an this can all be a dream...
♥ Matthew S. Castro ♥ |
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|04:01 pm] |
It Sucks to be heartbroken, an when the one girl you care for an love with everything tells you its best to see other people, i cant handle it. An what sucks the most its most likely for good...i hope not but i cant handle the things she does i love her but damn. She was my first, nobody can ever replace her, ive had so many memories an it sucks to know shes gone. Who knew that the pain i feel would hurt this much. She acts like this is nothing, while im at home dying inside. She taught me what love really meant, some people may not think that but its true, she showed me how to love someone, she is amazing but whatever. If she feels like this would make her happy then so be it. i want her to be happy, if not with me then as hard as it is for me to say it then i want her to be happy with someone else, even if the guy is a fucking faggot an needs to lay off of other peoples girlz...She said he had nothing to do with it. To Me he had EVERYTHING to do with it...but other then me being a mess an my life has completely fallen apart. my NIGGA SHAWN BROWN is coming into town an FUCK we gana get crunk an fuck some fools. Its Been awhile since ive kicked it with the Homies, Shawn, Vince, Bruce, Jorge, Carlos, Byron, Carmello, Jon, Sean, Phil, Brnadon, YLS, all my peeps from Newhall shit its been awhile, lets hope we find some dumbass slippin cuz we bound to fuck some fools up this weekend...Ima Call Catlin up this weekend an see whats up an shit...so im pretty stoked for that...but other then i hope this thing between me n kelly is NOT over...i know i said some stuff that i shouldnt of an is prolly the reason of why she most likely wont come back, but a very good friend of mine told me that she does things that are way worse then me smoking so basically yeahh...i hope this is just a BREAK an not officially over...someone needs to realize that hes a fucking prick an is going to get FUCKed up if he messes with my shit one mo time...cuz im fuckin pissed but whatever im out...i need to fucking get out of the house...lets all hope for the best...im out
Laters
♠ Matt ♠
p.s I Still Love You! |
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[Nov. 8th, 2005|10:37 pm] |
yeah im super bored
just wanna let yall know
the kelly is awesome in every way possible ♥
♠ Matt ♠ |
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| i hate people |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|11:05 pm] |
So i guess people are cantacting Kelly telling her im with other girls an it fucking sucks, why cant people just leave me the fuck alone? Are people that fucking immature to fucking fuck with my god damn relationship, an honestly i love Kelly with everything i ever had, she means the world to me an i would never want to hurt her. An what really breaks me is that this hsit happens alot an i fucking hate it...if they want to fucking say something say it to me not my girlfriend. She didnt do ANYTHING to you stupid little fucks. So leave her the fuck out of it...I seriously jsut want her to know that she means everything to me an im never going to find anyone better. An sometimes it may seem thats not true. i love her! she showed me the real meaning of what falling in love is, you know alot of people say you cant fall in love at this age? well there all dead fucking wrong cuz i found Kelly thee most beautiful girl inside an out, an such a strong person. She has gone through alot, an i only know the half of it. An yet everytime i see her she still has THEE biggest smile on her face, an she is what i call a Survivor, in the whole time ive known her shes broken down once. but what this whole thing is coming down to is this...I Love You Kelly! with everything, your the reason on why i wake up everyday an just to hear your voice in the morning makes me have a good day, your the reason i smile...I Love You!
So Back to why im writing!
All you Stupid Little Shits you wanna start shit with my relationship! I Will Clearly FUck Your Life Up! Im Sick Of your Little Games |
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